one thing i can say. God is placing me in His arms. i felt peaceful and just moved by His presence. i feel hopeful and have great expectations in this life that He has offered.
i don't know why i am here. i dont know how i came to be here.. but one thing again. i am in His arms. i cling to Him in every way. and believe the unbelievable. sometimes i just wonder on how i was made to rejoice in every pain. on how i was made to serve in every sorrow. on how i was made to love despite the hardships. in every way, i go to sleep remembering that God is just God. and believe in my wildest imagination that He will conquer all.
presently im at the mission house. alone. everybody is out evangelizing. and i wonder why i am here? why i am having this flu and fever? why? and one thing again came out in my mind and i believe that God has told me this. God wants me to be here. God wants be to be still. God wants me to rest. And God wants me to trust Him. To trust Him in all ways.
Being a missionary can really be painful. But the fruits that you'll see everytime is a fulfilling experience that God wants you to have. The joy that you'll experience is awesome that goes beyond any wildest dreams. Being a missionary is to obey. being a missionary is to be open to the leading of God to you. wherever that is. being a missionary is to suffer the pain and experience the joy. being a missionary is not easy. being a missionary is to learn how to love and to give oneself in every way.
giving all and giving everything that you can be. giving up is not an option. im not giving up but im just open to where God is leading me next. i continue to yearn for Him.. i continue to seek Him in all ways.. i continue to lean on Him.. and cling into His arms. and continue to enjoy each and every moment that God has offered and God has allowed me to experience. God gave me the world. and I accepted. God gave me my life.. and i lived. God gave me my job as a missionary and i obeyed.
let us continue to learn that each day, God gives us new discoveries. new life. and new heart. each day we learn how to love. we learn how to obey. and we learn who God is.. there is more to know about God. there is more to know how peaceful life is with Him. peaceful doesnt mean you dont have any concerns or problems in life. but being peaceful means that despite all the problems, you live.. you continue to live and believe that God is at your side. holding you in His arms.
so for now, i live each day with the longing of being with Him each minute. i continue to marvel at His creations. i continue to marvel on how He makes life peaceful for each and everyone. i continue to believe in His magical ways. because in Him alone magic can be found.
Dear Jesus,
keep us in your loving arms. live with us each day. i love you.
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
4:53 PM
4:53 PM
limitless love.
When God shows His love. it's limitless.
i don't know why i am so inspired to write this one. as of the moment i am having a hard time saving videos because the comp is not paying attention.. my family in the philippines are having financial problems. big financial problems. somehow i don't know what to think anymore or what to do.
but then.. in my mind. it just came out. God's love is limitless. We may not know how He does it. We may not know how He shows His love.
It's just His everyday word.
Limitless. No boundaries.. No limits.
His love is everlasting. God just continues to assure us each day that His love does not contain any limits. every second, every minute He sees us, He thinks of us. He allows us to experience pains and sufferings because this is to mold us to be His real sons and daughters.
I want to shout it to the world. God's love is limitless.
We may not know His plans. but each and everyday he reveals it with love. with passion. though it may hurt. but the reward is greater than what we are expecting.
I patiently wait.
His love is limitless.
everlasting.
When God shows His love. it's limitless.
i don't know why i am so inspired to write this one. as of the moment i am having a hard time saving videos because the comp is not paying attention.. my family in the philippines are having financial problems. big financial problems. somehow i don't know what to think anymore or what to do.
but then.. in my mind. it just came out. God's love is limitless. We may not know how He does it. We may not know how He shows His love.
It's just His everyday word.
Limitless. No boundaries.. No limits.
His love is everlasting. God just continues to assure us each day that His love does not contain any limits. every second, every minute He sees us, He thinks of us. He allows us to experience pains and sufferings because this is to mold us to be His real sons and daughters.
I want to shout it to the world. God's love is limitless.
We may not know His plans. but each and everyday he reveals it with love. with passion. though it may hurt. but the reward is greater than what we are expecting.
I patiently wait.
His love is limitless.
everlasting.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
12:22 PM
12:22 PM
He is God.
there's nothing I can say more on how God will work in our lives as we continue to just trust and believe in Him.
It may be trouble in our lives, in our families, in our community.. in everything.. in our hearts...
but what's best is to continue to believe that He is God... GOD IS GOD and we are not. He has a purpose in everything.
So we appeal for everyone who reads this and to all your friends to join us in prayer for the intentions of our community, our families, our world.
Join us in praying 1000 Hail Mary's a day for the next 9 days.
Thank you.
there's nothing I can say more on how God will work in our lives as we continue to just trust and believe in Him.
It may be trouble in our lives, in our families, in our community.. in everything.. in our hearts...
but what's best is to continue to believe that He is God... GOD IS GOD and we are not. He has a purpose in everything.
So we appeal for everyone who reads this and to all your friends to join us in prayer for the intentions of our community, our families, our world.
Join us in praying 1000 Hail Mary's a day for the next 9 days.
Thank you.