my heart is beating fast. racing like a raging bullet.
i felt that strong urge.. that call.. to glorify... that call to obey.
Obey. a strong word. Obey. a picture of surrendering. Obey. to abandon
as i write this short entry, my heart could not contain the fast beating. the excitement of the work that God has laid for all of us... for me. He is giving me a lot. a lot that i, even could not understand and organize on how to do it. it's just giving it all to Him. surrendering it all to Him.. Telling Him, God, this is your call... this is our shot to take. this is the moment that me and You will fight this battle. The battle that we know we will find victory, for we are together.. You are with me...
3 nights ago, i woke up in the middle of the night chilling. i had a dream that a big lion or a big cat was chasing me. it was so big and long.. growling. i could not even understand or see what kind of animal was it... i just woke up chilling.. and it took me time to sleep again. I got my rosary and prayed.. that's the time the chilling stopped... whew.
i believe that this is the moment to really pray a lot. pray hard. pray fervently. pray more. pray. we are facing one tough battle... we need God. and for God to be with us, we need to obey.
my heart is beating fast. like a raging bullet.
i pray.